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So...its been a pretty stressful first week back...lots of crap going on....its going to be a LOOONG semester....im only taking 4 classes...but when you pile it with all the other crap i do...its like I never have a break....

so heres the schedule

M- 9-9:50 History and Systems of psych (love the prof...class seems really intense)

      10-11:15- popular music....my prof is AWESOME he likes emery and the terminal...a lil me without you...he got to meet and play guitar with phil keggy...he's awesome...I thought the class was going to be the crap you hear on the radio but its actually about music history...

1-1:50- advanced comp....awesome prof...awesome class....I love to write...the best part is my SARHA is in my class with me!!

T- 9:30- 10:45 Intro to Logic...beastly class...just pray I do well

W-  9-9:50 History and Systems of psyc

   10-11:15- popular music

1-1:50- advanced comp

Thurs-9:30- 10:45 Intro to Logic...

F-9-9:50 History and Systems of psyc

1-1:50- advanced comp

and Im working five days a week...and attending youth crap...and doing childrens church...and hopefully am looking into my afterschool grants and stuff....

Wanna hear the great part about school this year...it leaves LOTS of time to hang out with sarha and scottie...we had a great lunch out with my mama the other day..I love those two!! they are LOTS of fun!!

well 5th quarter tonight...im so ready...god has some AMAZING things planned if we just step out of our boxes and let him lead!

so im sure you all have heard me talk about the ODD ADHD kid in my program that I am totally in love with...well this is him....

KODY

Kate left...dumb vacations she always goes on!! I miss you...and alofti you

So I am pretty much in love with this tim kid..and I cant wait to be married...hes amazing and absolutely incredible...we spent and awesome time in prayer and stuff last night....it was just what i needed....I didnt know it was possible to be so in love with someone...I know God has some amazing stuff planned for our future and I cant wait to find out what it is...Thanks for everything baby....you are my perfect opposite

ok so this was a pretty sweet convo tim and I had last night....see why I love him

Tim: Remember that Pound Puppies show? I loved that show/

Me: Pound puppies was for girls.....

Tim: No it was for boys, Care bears and My little Pony was for girls.

Me: You watched them didnt you...

Tim: (smiling) No...ok well just one episode of my little pony and ONLY the care bear movies....

HAHAHA i love my boyfriend...even if he is a little girly sometimes...

Oh and just to let you know boys Watched Transformers and GI Joe and He-man

I just dont understand anymore......

Oh, for a heart that does not ache
For a backbone that won't break
For some steady feet or sturdy ground
A road that isn't gonna let me turn around and run
For a thousand tongues to sing

To wear wisdom like Solomon's robe
For the patience and perspective of a man like Job
Just to soar on wings of eagles
For no other reason than the bird's eye view
For a flight or two
And the list gets longer
Who I wish I was, and was no longer

I never could be good enough
To measure up
But You want to take me as I come
You're the only one that can
Take me as I am

Oh, to feel hope in hopeless times
Never mind the silver lining 'cause the clouds are fine
To breathe prayers that move the heavens
Or save hundreds from the flames
To know my place, to know my name
But the gap grows wider
Between who I am and all I aspire to be

I never could be good enough
To measure up
But You want to take me as I come
You're the only one that can
Take me as I am

At the end of myself, at the end of the day
I can find little else but the courage to say I need You
That's all ... I need You

I never could be good enough
To measure up
But You want to take me as I come
You're the only one that can
Take me as I am